This is me……….


I have always wanted to write what I am about to write, but I could never really make myself sit down and do it.

I suppose it’s because I would need to open up, let people in and see the “real me” and deal with the attention that this might bring.

Ever since I can remember I have been very low in confidence and self-esteem, doing something new and stepping out of my comfort zone? Well that just feels me with absolute terror!

Quite often now, when I tell people I suffer with anxiety they don’t believe me, they say “well you always seem so happy and confident” (seem being the word there).

After all these years I have become very good at hiding my feelings and pretending, I have also become very good at getting out of things that I really don’t feel comfortable doing, without anyone knowing the real reason behind it.

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